Monday, October 18, 2010

my dream came true!!

Dear all,

Sorry for din update my blog for so long time... Oh yeah my dreams really came true after all... When i think back, erm.... i had finished studying my degree in UK for 3 months, ended my Scotland trip for 6 days and ended my beloved Europe vacation for 14 days. When i came back from UK, the first thing that pop into my mind is "WHAT SHOULD I DO NEXT??" Feel like no direction in my life... now is the time that i need to face the real world!!!! FIND A JOB!!!! Time passed so fast until i cant imagine... It's like yesterday I had just finished studying my degree in UK and now in Malaysia "ukur tanah"... haiz.... Now wanna start looking for job already... any recommendation????

Friday, April 30, 2010

Dream will become real or opposite????

As u all know, people always says that what u dreamt will be the opposite and will not become true in the reality.... I dunno why i keep dreaming the same thing for the last 3 weeks.... and Im getting scare of it.... I'm dreamt about passing all my exam and will be going to UK!!!.... I hope that all of this are real.... But when I open my eyes.... all is just a dream.... So, I'm so scare my dream will become the opposite and will not come true.... I dunno wat to do now???? haiz.... i really really really hope that my dream will become reality....

Dear God, I havt been in this situation before.... It makes me going crazy!!!! Please help me to fulfill my dream this time...... T.T

Saturday, April 17, 2010

Caught in the middle......

I'm being stress lately.... I still got one paper to pass in order to go to UK to further my studies.... All my frens and relatives are asking me wat am i doing lately.... Cant tell them i will go UK as i havt pass the exam.... Cant say im working permanent too... Haiz... wat should i tell them???
All my frens is going to UK soon. They were excited about going to UK, started packing their things, and count downing.... while i'm still here waiting.... First of all, i'm waiting to take my exam.... After the exam I took on Thursday, i'm waiting for the result.... WAITING is the CRUELEST things in my life..... I wanted to go to UK so so so so so much!!!! Please let me pass my exam this time.... please.... i'm begging u....
Yesterday i din sleep well at all... woke up few times in the middle of the night.... Is't STRESS that bothering me??? Stress by my family???? frens??? or my boyfriend instead???? i'm really damn stress now..... help me!!!! I dun want this feeling anymore!!!!

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

I'm back!!!

Dear all,

For the first time i'm writing this blog after for looonnnnggg looonnggg time missing in blogspot.... What I had done these past few months???? After finish my final exam, I had been cleaning my house for 2 weeks since CNY is around the corner..... So, I had beed a MAID since I left college life... pity... After done loitering around for the past CNY, I had found a job....

So, today is my first day at job... and I still in the office waiting for my sister to fetch me... Now i have nothing to do here.... Luckily can online... and i'm so lucky that I can enter into blogspot.com....heheheh u know la.... all office also block the line so that we can concentrate doing our work.....facebook also block liao...ahahhaha.... now i'm still waiting in the office .....waiting .... waiting..... and waiting...... hopefully i can go back home before 9pm..... crossing my fingers.....