Friday, April 30, 2010

Dream will become real or opposite????

As u all know, people always says that what u dreamt will be the opposite and will not become true in the reality.... I dunno why i keep dreaming the same thing for the last 3 weeks.... and Im getting scare of it.... I'm dreamt about passing all my exam and will be going to UK!!!.... I hope that all of this are real.... But when I open my eyes.... all is just a dream.... So, I'm so scare my dream will become the opposite and will not come true.... I dunno wat to do now???? haiz.... i really really really hope that my dream will become reality....

Dear God, I havt been in this situation before.... It makes me going crazy!!!! Please help me to fulfill my dream this time...... T.T

Saturday, April 17, 2010

Caught in the middle......

I'm being stress lately.... I still got one paper to pass in order to go to UK to further my studies.... All my frens and relatives are asking me wat am i doing lately.... Cant tell them i will go UK as i havt pass the exam.... Cant say im working permanent too... Haiz... wat should i tell them???
All my frens is going to UK soon. They were excited about going to UK, started packing their things, and count downing.... while i'm still here waiting.... First of all, i'm waiting to take my exam.... After the exam I took on Thursday, i'm waiting for the result.... WAITING is the CRUELEST things in my life..... I wanted to go to UK so so so so so much!!!! Please let me pass my exam this time.... please.... i'm begging u....
Yesterday i din sleep well at all... woke up few times in the middle of the night.... Is't STRESS that bothering me??? Stress by my family???? frens??? or my boyfriend instead???? i'm really damn stress now..... help me!!!! I dun want this feeling anymore!!!!